Thank you 2020

 It's March now. Quite late to write this blog to thank 2020. Better late than never.

2020 wasn't easy year for many of us. It was a difficult year for many of us. Many of us lost our dear ones. Many of us felt helplessness. We could not do many things that we use to do every year or every day.

For me personally, last year had been very challenging. I always though I can stay alone without any complain. I was wrong. I felt the need to have someone to talk face to face, touch and hug someone. Sometime, I use to feel so lonely that I would go down my building and talk to our security guard. I use to do this whenever I felt lonely or sad.

Last year was the year that made us realize that we cannot take anything for granted. Simple thing like meeting our old friends, having a cup of coffee with fiends, meeting our old parents, hugging, travelling was something I use to take for granted. For the first time it felt like blessing to be able to meet your fiends and family members.

Last year made me realize the importance of mental health. I use to take care of my physical well being. I use to think that if I am physically fit, my mental health will take care of itself. I was totally wrong. As I was, most of the time locked inside my house, I started to lose my patience over small things. Something I started to get angry at people for things for thing which I earlier use to just ignore. Every non urgent things felt like becoming urgent.  I could feel that this is not the normal me that I am actually. 

What do I expect from this year(i mean 2021)? Meet my old fiends and have a long chat. Be able to shake hands. Travel a little bit. Spend more time with family. Take personal life more seriously than I was taking till now.